Now things are starting to get a little hectic. Carter's father wanted to take him to NC for a week to visit family - (this wasn't a problem). A 12 hour bus trip - (that I had a problem with but I let it go). The issue is Carter's teething now and he's sick on top of that - I knew I had to go so I could help him out, also I admit I wanted to get away - spend some time with his mom and maybe get some things straight between me and him, but I didn't have money at the time so I told myself if my money comes before the trip I'm going, if not then I won't press it. Fortunatly my money came through and I told him I was getting my ticket - well that where the drama begins.

He got pissed because he didn't want me there, he just wanted to spend time with Carter by himself - when I told him I wasn't backing down he said I ruined his vacation and he would go alone. I called his mother to tell her Carter wasn't coming with his father and that I apologized and make it up to her by bringing Carter myself after his father returns. She agreed but now she's calling me everyday now trying to get me to change my mind and let his father take him anyway.

She tells me today that I should let him take him whenever he wants and I should appreciate the free time. Now I understand where she's coming from but she doesn't know the whole story between us, and I'm trying my best keeping her out of it but her comments are starting to put me on edge and I don't want to put his business out there to his mother. I told her I wanted his father and I to deal with this on our own but he's not understanding me right now - he's just thinking about himself and I'm putting my concerns on my child.

I just feel so drained right now - for the first time I regreting this relationship, and that's so hard to say because Carter wouldn't be here, but now I'm living the "Baby Momma Drama" life and that hurts. This is something I tried so hard to avoid, now it here and I can't do anything about it.