Now can you believe he tried to kiss me yesterday!!!!
I let him take Carter to see his aunt and I know the trip was legit so there was no worry this time, and after he brought him home and was getting ready to leave, he grab me to say goodbye and tried to kiss me but I turned my face just in time. I was so shocked by that I had no words for him.
I told my homeboy about it and he said not to take it so seriously, he probably did it cuz he's horny and he hadn't seen me in a while. I wanted to have a cleaner analogy and think he probably was happy I let him have some free time with Carter with no drama.
Nevertheless, I just can't believe that he would do that regardless, knowing we ain't together anymore. Also it's pisses me off because I thought I have come to a level of dealing with our breakup and now I'm starting to miss him just a little bit because I know I have to remember the reality - that my trust in him is gone and he would have to do a major 360 for me to forgive him.
I let him take Carter to see his aunt and I know the trip was legit so there was no worry this time, and after he brought him home and was getting ready to leave, he grab me to say goodbye and tried to kiss me but I turned my face just in time. I was so shocked by that I had no words for him.
I told my homeboy about it and he said not to take it so seriously, he probably did it cuz he's horny and he hadn't seen me in a while. I wanted to have a cleaner analogy and think he probably was happy I let him have some free time with Carter with no drama.
Nevertheless, I just can't believe that he would do that regardless, knowing we ain't together anymore. Also it's pisses me off because I thought I have come to a level of dealing with our breakup and now I'm starting to miss him just a little bit because I know I have to remember the reality - that my trust in him is gone and he would have to do a major 360 for me to forgive him.
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hey ruby1977, i read ur blog and i am praying for your contd strength, patience and clarity sis, and i say listen to dub ell's joint and the thread also, if u haven't already, and remember God wants the best for his children, love b
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